For the last stand, I walk the line. Feeling paranoid and hectic for apparently F**KED UP reasons. Angst, emotions, hatred, animosity, etc. All of the above for fucks' sake. No matter what contradiction that occurs, wake me up when September ends. Self-indulgent is the theory of seeking pleasure for itself. Frantic? Nothing else matters. There ain't no hotty old american woman in pretty vegas. So long jimmy as you get high tonight. A multitude of hopefuls running towards the light......Put a gun against my head, pull the damn trigger but to no avail. Rubberknackin' just got me dancin to the moonlight. What's the obsession with California? RHCP seem to be california-fied, well but it doesn't came as a surprise since they themselves are Californians huh, I presume as a matter of fact. Their stage antics rocks to the core. Boisterous and hyperactive, they just "resurrected" an old man's boredom, making him wanna jam again. My mindset ain't straight for now, maybe due to that 30 mins of nap. Perhaps a 8 hour sleep will do. It might be unenviable to comprehend the context of this blog graphically and in theory. DAMN I JUST NEED A REST FOR FUCK'S SAKE.

I'm glad that I didnt slapped no bitch and she ain't one and she really aint. Well it wasn't intentional, it was "shocking" and "traumatizing". Out of the blue, the meteor showers hit the compound..... Perhaps life is filled with surprises and agony....which both don't even link. Never do things tentatively. You can f**k off if you does not possesses that. All I can say is, retirement is just around the corner for the gaffer......

America, that's a pathetic decision. Voting Chris Daughtry off is the most unfashionable thing to do. It came as a shocker and now, you have Elliot "Freakazoid" Yamin, Taylor "Ah Pek" Hicks and sweet and bubbly Katharine "I'm not up to par" McPhee. Well I'm guess I'm all pump up for the second season of CBS' Rockstar. Idol will be dead without rockers. Let's just hope the ratings tank next week.....Truth to be told, the first season of Rockstar was explosive. You have singers doing songs from a wide range of varieties and twisting them, making them sound like their own. Compared to Idol, they expand the time limit for a song and kind of allow more creative control for the house band. Just check it out this coming July. It might change your perspective about AI. See, it rhymes to the fullest.

Gym makes me feel the rejuvenation and revitalization on the inside of me and I have to revise on my song list which lasted weeks after weeks. Time for a makeover though. Never complete a job tentatively. This is reality, face it. You kept awake dreaming someone else's dream. This makes sense profoundly, without a shadow of a doubt. My brain is de-activating. It's on its process of emulating a log. Yeah dumbf**k, can't shout for nuts. It's censored, BY THE WAY. Conclusion doesn't matters, as long as you bend your IC 360 degrees.

I was lethargic. I felt isolated for whatsoever reasons. It's pretty official that love is the key to happiness. I reflected on the late Kurt Cobain's life. He had a problematic childhood since young, due to the fact that his parents divorced when he was 8 years of age. All he asked for was a typical and jovial family. That particularly led him to drug addictions and despite the amount of money he's making from albums and concerts, he still didn't found what he's looking for. He kept almost every issues he dealt with to himself via a journal. He, like Freddie Mercury died at the pinnacle of their respective careers. Despite tying the damn knot with Courtney Love, something was missing in his life. Then, tragedy strucked. He committed suicide on April 5, 1994. Michael Hutchence emulated his "success" 3 years later, with the exception of a different method. Cobain left a suicide note too, and that was made public. He was just an unique and influential dude. Should he have known Christ earlier, I guess things should have turned out differently. The demise of his death was indeed a hard blow for the fans. His unconstrained passion for music exploded without a signal. The conclusion is simple; Money don't bring you happiness. Love does damn it. That also includes having a healthy spiritual lifestyle. Mark those words and contemplate.

I've realised that the people around the gaffer have been utilizing the word "emo" from their own perspective. The true meaning behind the three letter words represents the aspects that include low self esteem, emotional, solitude, slit-ing of wrist, agony, pain from the inner side, angst, etc. Do not misunderstand the word. DAMN. You assume that being alone and sad is emo. Getting emotional over some lovey dovey relationSHIT is emo. Crapping on your pants prompting you to cry is emo.....ok that's real shit. But Emo is kind of on the brink of popularity on the mainstream level these days. Well that's the trend and what can we do besides mis-utillizing words to the fullest? James Dean. What a iconic figure. Marilyn Monroe. What a hot symbol. Freddie Mercury. The distinctive voice beneath the bucked tooth. Kurt Cobain. Spokesman for D-Generation X. Most of them all, Jesus Christ. Son of Man who died for our sins. What a great sacrifice. Perhaps the greatest of em' all to date. Some people just die too young......and there seems to be no link.....

I might have a side project going on soon. Watch this space. Raimi, Romie, Garry, Gaspar and The Gaffer. At the forum, we'll show who's the real deal and posers. It's time for some hardcore shit. Trust me, I'll make you famous.

Early bird catches the worm. I'm gonna attempt something never done before....recap Chris Daughtry's AI journey so far:

Top 24: Wanted Dead or Alive (Bon Jovi)
Comment: His first solo performance of the season. Filled with potential and passion. OH AMERICA WE GOT A HOT ONE TONIGHT!!!

Top 20: Hemorrage (In My Hands) (Fuel)
Comment: Speechless? I mean, this is when he showed his true self vocally and uniquely. By far one of the best performance of his journey and Simon's comments was taken for real; The only performance that stood out in the real world.

Top 16: Broken (Seether)
Comment: To me it was fine. Not mediocre but just nice. Perhaps the house band didn't do enough to hype the chorus up?

Top 12: Higher Ground (Stevie Wonder; RHCP)
Comment: He promised to blend Stevie's and Anthony's together and I can say he kind of did it. Not bad though. Another real world performance proclaimed by Simon.

Top 11: I Walk The Line (Johnny Cash; Live)
Comment: Aha. That's when the controversy started. Didn't credited that he'll be instead doing a Live version on TV and that prompted the judges to credit him for the originality.

Top 10: What If (Creed)
Comment: I felt that he kind of got fed up of the media due to the previous "I Walk The Line" controversy and had decided to belt it out to a hard rocking track. Perhaps he can show his vocal talent if they allow him to have more air time.

Top 9: Memories Of Us (Keith Urban)
Comment: What a transition. Nice song though. Was chilling out due to that.

Top 8: Innuendo (Queen)
Comment: Back to his roots. Showed his vocal power and although this seems to be an isolated song, he belted it out real good, from my perspective.

Top 7: What A Wonderful World (Who to credit? For fook's sake.)
Comment: This almost got him the boot. But thankfully, critics prefer Ace for that. He was good vocally, but I guess the fans just wanna see him belt it all out to hard rock and alternative tracks.

Top 6: Have You Really Ever Loved A Woman (Bryan Adams)
Comment: Sexy performance. Quoted Simon. Was alright for me. The production crew kind of rushed the whole damn thing due to air time constraint.

Top 5: Renegade (Styks)/I Dare You (Shinedown)
Comment: First performance: Brilliant. Second performance: Not bad.......He should've been better but due to unlimited times of singing that song, it's obvious that a problem will occur to that tender voice of his. Well I guess he'll stay up for next week as well.


(Dang I hate it when it comes to pics)

After all this, you can seek the codes......I'm a Chris fan. Due to the rock roots dammit. He can compared Aaron Lewis in terms of looks already. What more can I say? America, MAKE SURE U ALL DECIDE......

Waking up to catch that damn worm ain't my job.

First day of the second semester. Oh what a day to kick things off.....souldering. Yeah wires x3. What the hell can I expect that to be. The gaffer is in a state of dilemma. Shit stuffs revolves around my mindset. Hell, I need to pump later damn it. Regardless of a heavy schedule which is Wednesday-bound, the mentally's gotta be there. My eyes are shutting off. Kick ass and gain respect from the rest. As for now, I can knock out anytime, out of the blue. Who needs a ride? Conclusion: I don't know who's the shithead. Oh yeah thanks.

OK this is it. Screw it. Fonts still so thick, femish and dark in color after a massive makeover. I guess it's all up to the peeps to judge. Conclusion means I need to freaking sleep as school reopens later.

Oh what can I say? School's reopening tomorrow with a new bunch of "idiotic" (with the exception of my cousin) and noobies heading to their respective brand shiny new courses. They are still nascent, by the way. You don't really get to the destination unless you work it out. What can I really say damn it. This is Singapore. Polls, elections, anything goes. What a triple threat to start off one of the most mainstream elections in 40+ years. Well Manchester United lost 3 goals to nil. It was heartbreaking though. MAYDAY MAYDAY! Today's the day. duh? It's hardcore acts within the surface of the indiana ocean, yeah whatever that is.