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Tuesday, January 23, 2007, 10:31 PM

It's time...

4 the wonders of metallic guitar shreds and power chords to overshadow the serenading of emotional and heartfelt tunes....

in the inside of yours truly.....

Shouldn't think that much, shouldn't fall in love like such.

6:45 PM

Keep holding on, we're gonna make it through.

For once, I thought it's closed case. But still, the Berlin Wall can't be blown away. Perhaps, she still feels uneasy. Virtually; check. Face-2-Face; Give me a break. Anyway, I guess I have to spare a thought for poor old dear after all. The feeling is weird. I sense anger, anxiety, hatred, infatuation and confusion all combined into one. One love. One life. It doesn't get any better. The feeling hasn't changed. Did I even disappoint. Life for you is like a pantomime, filled with acts and gimmicks. I guess I asked too much, more like you didn't expect that. Conclusion; take out your cell phones and text your name and identical number to 7****. It's more than a charity. It's non profitable. It's One.

Thursday, January 18, 2007, 2:03 AM

As I sit by the windy fan on my computer desk, I am not suffocating, period. The enchanting voices of Underoath sound chilling and soothing, even till the part where Spencer breaks free of himself. In regards to school, I have nothing to touch on. I am currently on "gardening leave", waiting for my graduation day and also seeking a job. Come March, I'll roughly know where my future lies. Thankfully, the issue has been partially resolved, for the the prosecutor's untold story will be revealed soon. It's better that I see it through your eyes, but these thoughts are locked inside. So much for It Ends Tonight. Viciously enough, you must be merticulous when it comes to malicious acts. I know you have the tendency to be forgetful. But as a friend, I will attempt to change your mind for real. It's all planned.....it's all staged.....it's all about life.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007, 1:39 PM

10/01/2007. The first session of the year which revolves around 4 young dudes. Oh yea, I forgot to wish Evan happy birthday. Sorry cousin. If you're reading this, you can stone me in many ways on Chinese New Year. Put aside the belated wishings and pull back the jamming session. It was... rather hectic and loose at first, but still, we got back on track and jammed to the fullest. For a moment we had a freestyle and whatever shit we can think of just explode all of a sudden. Overall, it was fun and wasn't tedious. 2 hours of music to vent our anger and fustrations on. Oh yea Romie, this year, we'll jam for freak's sake. Let side projects and origins seize the passion in me.... whatever crap that is. Oh yea and I guess one of my new year's resolution is to be versatile. Something I detest revolves around me...

Monday, January 08, 2007, 10:13 PM

"Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself." - Matthew 22:39

It's easier to hate than to love. Remove from me... this deception called love. God's love is truthful and passionate. Love based on relationships are considered nothing but bullshit. Cheating on your spouse? Getting laid back and forth by someone else? Marrying for the love of sex? Giving your everything for a relationship that will never happened? Why do such things occur? Patience I guess. You just need time to examine as there's a whole lot more of shit beneath the outer image. Be it months or years, it's worth your shit for nuts. It's hard to seek pure genuine love (spouse to spouse) these days. God taught us to love, but I ain't giving a damn. I ain't trying at all. I don't even care about giving my all to know and give a hoot about a certain number of individuals. Perhaps I'm born to hate and kill 'em all yea? What a load of rubbish. It's like, "You hate my guts? I'll screw the shit out of your life." Can't be that serious ain't. Too serious, too soon.

Once more you tell those lies to me.
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?

All These Things I Hate....Revolve Around Me.

11:09 AM

I can feel my heartbeat racing. As I realised what I must do.

New year's resolution, new found glory, new world order......happy belated new year by the way. Nowadays, Indie is THE genre to cash in for aspiring bands who want to make it big in the local music scene, well unless you have a passion for it too. Dealing with complicated issues at the start of the year.... not really a good idea. A theory form of confrontation occurred yesterday. Denial after another denial, I just can't help it but to be patience. Even if it means to sacrifice the feelings and emotions in order to preserve the friendship, I'll be willing. This move will be unregrettable, for the step was worth taking. It's better not to rush, so time is needed to deal with it. The peeps have been telling me their JC experiences, playing JC games and hanging around with newfound friends. This got me thinking; what is it gonna be like...in poly? Well we shall see and who says I'm anticipating that? My ass it's all I guess. Lovehatetragedy, my image of love in terms of relationship is nothing but deception.